Wednesday, October 05, 2005 4:58 AM
hmmm... after watching e new movie tt Andy Lau acted:Wait Till U r Older, had lotsa thoughts..
it said: even though u had one last day in ur life.. U MUZ live it to e fullest...
yup its true... it happened in e movie... n i cried like hell when i watch tt part lo.. *so paiseh* whole face sooooo damn red when out of e cinema.. hahaz..
come to think of it... we ppl really dun cherish e time we had.. wait till u think tt ur time is running out u WILL cry lo.. u will start panicking wat shall i do n stuff.. so now when we are still young.. try to make full use of our time.. we might say: aiya we only 17 leh... still got a long way to go...
sorry horz.. wat if tml suddenly u kena car crush how...? *choy la* u lose everything lo... am i rite?
after watching e show.. it teaches me tt i hav to cherish wat i hav now.. time, ppl,things... dun take them for granted.. not good..
i made a mistake once... i took someone for granted.. always tot tt he'll be with me always.. in e end.. he left me.. for another gal..
i dun blame him.. becuz i noe i took him for granted.. n i guessed he hate me to e core now lo.. wat can i do now is juz to leave him alone.. n wish him best wif his current one..
for me... i've oreadi moved on... i no longer hate or love him anymore... becuz i noe.. e more i hang on.. e more i suffer.. n its a chain effect.. it'll pull alot ppl down.. to me he'll only keep on hurting me... without him knowing.. towards him.. i only feel guilty.. cuz it's partly becuz of me he'll treat me like tt.. n its partly my fault too to make him in this state... so now i can only forget everything... in order to keep e 2 of us happy..
well.. i learnt new things again.. learnt how to cherish who n wat i hav now... in order not to make anyone unhappy again.. learnt how to let go gently n not making things worse.. learnt how to make full use of my time now.. learnt how to show understanding towards certain things which its not anybody's fault.. learnt how to free myself frm sadness....
tt will b all... sad to say.. it's e reality of life which make us understand.. to make us lose n gain.. to make us feel pain or joy.. it depends on u.. whether u wanna live ur life happy or not.... i learnt to b happy... :)
signing off~~
>>meii<<
