Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:06 PM
althou i'm damn busy with my work, i hav to "pen" down my thoughts of life tt's running in my mind now.
i feel very stressed recently.
1) extra workload frm work place, being a trainer as admin is never good.
2) had to earn extra money in order to make over my room.
3) had to juggle my cash with my bf.
4) had to juggle my work n my bf.
5) had to endure ppl banging at my door step early in morning just to collect debts from my elder sister who never lives with us since 6 to 8 years ago.
6) had to get used to insomia.
7) had to endure my mum's nagging.
i m going crazy anytime. i had enuff of my life.
for my work, i cant say anything. its becuz its in my job scope.
for my rm make over, i dun hav RICH parents to sponser me to buy furniture for my room.
for my bf, it is always the case that i m supporting him most of e time.
for my elder sister, i only can say, since u oreadi moved out can u pls change ur add so that all these ppl will NEVER come n harass us. i gave u a call. u just said, dun care abt them. can u pls show some concern. if they come to our hse n take away things that are suppose to deduct from ur debts IM SORRY they cant take it.
for my insomia, i cannot do anything either.
as for my mum, i had ENOUGH.
my oh my. my life suxs.
life is never fair.
some ppl can happily take a fat allowance from their parents and spend them on anything. they can do watever they wan as they need not worry abt anything.
they can anytime change their rm layout as their parents sponser them to.
they can stay at home n watch tv during their holidays.
they no need to worry anybody is going to take away their things in order to pay the debts of their siblings or parents.
they can just stay at home n do nothing as they hav maids to help them do household chores.
BUT not me.
i never complained once about my life.
but now...
i decide to pour out all my sorrows.
i might look like "happy-go-lucky" type.
but deep inside,
i have wounds that never heal.
sorry for saying those rich kids. but i just wan u all to know that u all are damn LUCKY.
cherish ur life.
peace.
