Sunday, March 25, 2007 11:42 PM
redundant
is a word
for me.
i feel that i'm useless. and i learnt something.
if you treat a person like your best friend or buddies, he/she might not think the same way as you do.
and this mistake,
i made it happened again and again.
i do not know whether am I stupid or what.
it is always happening to me.
cant i just find someone that is able to stick with me throughout my whole life in school?
cant i just have someone to be always there to ask whether you are alright no matter what?
cant i just have someone to be able to know exactly what is my favourite food or habit?
Why?
Why cant i have this someone?
Am i a jinx?
or what?
i cant think of any reason.
upset. really upset.
i AM always the odd one out.
sick and tired of all these crap.
i am just a forgotten soul. wandering around.
nobody sees me. nobody remember me.
就好像
当他们需要你的时候，就把你当宝。
当他们不需要你的时候，就把你当草。
我讨厌这种感觉。
i want to get out of it.
i'm sorry guys but i became very negative about life after the camp.
reason?
only i know.
