stupid blogger leh.. last nite tried to create a new blog and wanted to change the template, but now blogger dun allow me to save the blogskins i found! arghhh... go and die la.

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i think my life is like going downhill la.... school's been stress, frenships been messy, family been irritating.....

WHERE IS MY HAPPINESS????

sigh..... my younger sister has been............ OMG~ IRRITATING can...
my family sux. my mother only know how to side her. does she ever think from my view? sometimes is so so ridiculous. she is getting bad to worse.

let me tell u all about it.

every night, without fail, i will talk to my bf before i sleep. AND i will just lie on my bed and talk la. i know she is going to sleep, so i control the volume of my voice la. I already talked DAMN softly liao lo. she still can make those kind of irritated "zi zi" sound la. FINE. i go outside and talk lo. but one fine night, when i'm talking on the phone and she was preparing to sleep, as usual, the sound from her again. so i keep my volume down EVEN more. guess what she did? she PURPOSELY went out of the room to go "sleep" at my mother's bed. and complained that i was too noisy. what's more ridiculous is, she can stand my father's snoring meh? i think my voice is softer den my father's snoring lo. OH PLEASE. in the end, my mother come and scold me. FINE LA. wat e hell can. F**K.

i already give in to her alot le lo... she want to sleep in aircon room i give in although i cant take it. when she wanna do work in room with the lights on when i'm sleeping i keep quiet. When i know i have to stay up late to do work i also never do in the room lo cuz i know she wan to slp. but now? wat i get? favourism.

i don understand really.

and u know wat happen just now?

she attitude with me again. all along, out of good will, knowing that her studies is not so good, so my bf offered to give her tution free of charge. for physics and e maths. just now i just talk to my mother about the tution thing, den this is what happen.

mum: zhi u wan go blk 804 there for tution? very cheap one.
zhi: but i got lobang leh, on sunday one.
mum: sun one very ex. dun wan.
zhi: its $50 only, physics and A maths. anyway e maths no need liao lo. be on my own BETTER. *stare at me*

den i'm like : u think ppl wanna teach u ar? so problematic.
mum: jude dun wan teach her meh?
me: no but now is she attitude wat. den dun wan liao lo. less problems

den she mumbled in the background. this is one incident.

NEXT.

i went into the room. after finishing my porridge. she went to the dining table.
she ask: mum this noodle can eat not?
mum: can la. just now is piping hot ask u to come and eat u dun wan.
zhi: dun wan la, just now no space ma. and i dun wan to squeeze with ppl.
*pls note. there's only 2 seats occupied*

den i came out.
me: see mum, is she attitude ar, i never say she cannot come and eat.

she mumbled something again.
mum: can u all dun like tt?
me: what? i din do anything??
zhi: mumbling *only my mum can hear*

i cant stand it anymore so i said: u know i really feel like beating u?
Guess wat she say?
zhi: COME LA. BEAT ME. *face up with finger point on her cheek*

i'm like... WHAT THE FUCK.

before i can slap her, my mum stopped me.

im like SHIT man. idiot i swear.

arghhh.... it really sux. I swear one day i surely must let her know who is the ELDER SISTER!

I HATE MY LIFE! TO THE EXTREME CORE!

hello, im meimei!

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